Experience-Seeker: A Pragmatist’s Conversion

Carl Jung and The Psychological Earthquake

Alcohols Anonymous is first and foremost a pep rally for God.

Alright, before your eyes perform a full 360-degree orbit and you officially write this off, just hear me out. You can call this “something else” whatever you like—The Universe, Higher Power, Cosmic Consciousness, The Force, or even a celestial entity named Steve. The name tag isn’t the point; the point is finding a name that lets you sleep at night without a bottle of Merlot as your teddy bear.

Origins

Our story begins in January 1961. The legendary Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung—the man who gave us archetypes, the collective unconscious, and a handy excuse for why we’d rather stay home with a book—penned a letter to Bill Wilson. Wilson was writing to thank Jung for a conversation that had happened decades earlier, a conversation whose world-altering consequences Jung was completely unaware of.

In the 1930s, a wealthy American named Roland Hazard underwent treatment with Jung in Switzerland. After extensive (and expensive) therapy, Roland relapsed almost immediately upon returning to the States. He crawled back to Zurich, desperate for answers. Jung told him something shocking: medically speaking, he was a hopeless case. The only recoveries Jung had ever witnessed were in people who’d had what he called a “vital spiritual experience”—a psychological earthquake that rearranged their entire inner world.

Roland, instead of asking for a refund, took this to heart. He joined a Christian fellowship called the Oxford Group, had his own spiritual awakening, and eventually passed the baton to another drunk named Ebby Thacher, who then carried the message to his drinking buddy, Bill Wilson. Wilson’s own white-light experience in a hospital bed became the founding moment of Alcoholics Anonymous. So, Jung’s blunt diagnosis to one patient inadvertently sparked a global movement that has saved millions.

Jungs Letter

By 1961, Wilson wanted Jung to know how his words had rippled through history. Jung’s reply is a masterpiece of candor. He finally explains what he couldn’t say directly in the 1930s, when telling someone they needed a “spiritual experience” would have gotten you a one-way ticket to the loony bin. The letter contains his famous diagnosis: that alcoholism is “the spiritual thirst of our being for wholeness” seeking satisfaction at “a low level.” and yes, he also unveils the quintessential Latin pun we’ve already memed into oblivion: spiritus contra spiritum—the ultimate battle of the real Spirit against the impostor.

In short, this is a letter about thirst. The human hunger for transcendence, and the spectacularly bad choices we make when we try to quench it with drain cleaner.

Here’s the genius of Jung’s letter: it’s a roadmap for understanding why your grandmother’s church habit isn’t just a quirky pastime and why AA actually works. Jung argued that alcoholics aren’t just people with faulty willpower. They’re people with a spiritual cavity, and they’ve been trying to fill it with the wrong kind of spirit. His famous line? The alcoholic’s “craving for alcohol was the equivalent on a low level of the spiritual thirst of our being for wholeness.” In other words, when someone reaches for a bottle, they’re actually reaching for transcendence—they’ve just horribly misread the map.

William James and Measuring God

Enter William James, the pragmatic philosopher who basically became the world’s first data scientist of the divine. James didn’t care if religious experiences came from God, a glitch in brain chemistry, or particularly strong cheese. He wanted to know one thing: Do they work? His method was ruthlessly practical: if a spiritual experience makes you healthier, more functional, and less of a menace to society, then it has value. You can argue about the metaphysics over tea; first, let’s look at the results.

And what did James find? That religious experiences are psychologically real, regardless of their origin. Whether you’re a “healthy-minded” soul who finds God in sunsets or a “sick soul” who needs a dramatic conversion to crawl out of despair, the transformation is measurable. He identified the common hallmarks: they’re hard to put into words (ineffability), they feel like a download of profound knowledge (noetic quality), they’re temporary (transience), and they feel like something that happens to you (passivity). James concluded these experiences “tap into something real”—and here’s the kicker—he left it completely open whether that “something” is a deeper layer of our own psychology or a hotline to the cosmos.

This is where Jung and James form an unexpectedly powerful tag-team for defending religious experience.

Jung identified the disease: Humans come with a factory-installed need for wholeness and connection to something greater. This isn’t optional. When that need goes unmet, people try to stuff the God-shaped hole with whatever fits: booze, success, sex, ideology, or doomscrolling. The addiction isn’t the problem; it’s the symptom of spiritual malnutrition.

James provided the empirical evidence: He documented that feeding this hunger actually works. He collected case after case of people transformed—not by willpower, but by genuine spiritual experience. The before-and-after pictures were dramatic. And it worked across all religions. The common denominator wasn’t the theology; it was the experience itself.

Common Sensism?

Here’s the beautiful part of this as a defense: you don’t have to believe in God to see that humans seem hardwired for transcendence, and that when they get it, they flourish. Even if you’re a committed materialist who thinks it’s all just neurons firing, you still have to account for the fact that it produces results. It’s like arguing that love is “just chemicals.” Okay, fine, but those chemicals are apparently essential for human thriving, so maybe stop being so snooty about them.

Jung warned that the evil plaguing the world “leads the unrecognized spiritual need into perdition.” Translation: when we mock spiritual hunger, we don’t make it go away—we just drive it underground, where it emerges as addiction, nihilism, or frantic online arguments about which superhero would win in a fight. An “ordinary man… isolated in society cannot resist the power of evil.” Strip away the old-fashioned language, and Jung is saying: humans need more than stuff and logic. They need transcendence, or they fall apart.

James added the crucial footnote: these transformations are observable. People who have these experiences show “huge emotional displacements.” Old patterns of fear and self-obsession get bulldozed by “a completely new set of conceptions and motives.” And this change isn’t something they manufactured; it happened to them. They tapped an “unsuspected inner resource.”

You’ll Know The Tree By It’s Fruit

The humility in both Jung and James is that neither pretended to have it all figured out. Jung admitted he couldn’t explain the spiritual dimension without sounding like a mystic. James openly acknowledged he didn’t know if it was God or psychology. But both were willing to say: Something real is happening here. The thirst is real. The transformation is real. The fruits are real.

So here it is: if humans universally hunger for transcendence, and if feeding that hunger produces measurable flourishing, maybe we should stop treating religious experience like the embarrassing relative we keep in the attic. Maybe it’s an essential human capacity—like reason or emotion—that withers when neglected. Jung saw people dying of spiritual thirst while being told they just needed better coping mechanisms. James saw people transformed and said, “I don’t care if you can’t explain it—look at the results.”

The alcoholic reaching for a bottle and the mystic reaching for God are, in Jung’s view, responding to the same fundamental human need. One has found the source; the other is drinking from a puddle. The tragedy isn’t the hunger—it’s that we’ve built a culture that tells people the hunger itself is a delusion.

Jung and James push back: No, the hunger is real. Satisfying it isn’t about becoming irrational; it’s about recognizing that humans are more than logic machines. Wholeness requires addressing the whole person—including the part that thirsts for something ultimate.

Whether that thirst points to an objective reality or is “merely” a deep feature of our psyche, the pragmatic truth remains: feed it properly, and people flourish. Starve it or feed it poison, and they fall apart. As Jung said, evil exploits “unrecognized spiritual need.” The antidote isn’t less spirituality—it’s the real thing: spiritus contra spiritum. The genuine article against the counterfeits.

And maybe that’s the best apologetic for religious experience ever devised: it works. Not magically, not as a substitute for science or hard work, but as one non-negotiable ingredient in human flourishing that we ignore at our collective peril.

James would approve of that argument. So would Jung. And so, probably, would Bill W., who no longer needed a bottle to prove it.

Now, it’s your turn. So, what’s holding you back?

What’s fascinating is that we’re all experience-seekers at our core. Jung called it a thirst, James called it a religious impulse, but let’s be real: we’re all just chasing a feeling.

Argument From Consistency

Let’s rewind to 1997. I was at a junior high dance, paralyzed by the sight of the love of my life. Naturally, she was completely unaware of her assigned role, but when you know, you know. Right?

There I was, petrified. The sheer weight of potential rejection, the looming social humiliation—it was too much. So I did what any rational human would do: I sat there, stewing in the exact mental state I was desperately resisting. We are such weird creatures.

Enter my buddy Jimmy. He sidled up to me like a carnival barker and said, “You wanna ask her, don’t you? You wanna dance.” With a pathetic, hopeful nod, I conceded. He motioned for me to follow him.

A few sketchy hops later, we were in the boys’ room. Jimmy produced a bottle of whiskey with a magician’s flourish. “Timmy,” he promised, “just a few sips of this, and not only will she dance with you, you’ll own this dance floor.”

Now, Jimmy had been held back a grade or two. He had seniority, a certain worldly gravitas. So I trusted him. Did it logically track that a foul-tasting liquid could unlock a magical social experience? No. But I craved the experience, and frankly, the drink seemed a lot less scary than the girl.

So I took a few gulps. It was disgusting. My initial reaction was pure regret; the snake oil salesman was a fraud. I left the bathroom with a whole new portfolio of fears: not only was I still terrified of the girl, but I was now also terrified of getting busted.

I resumed my position as a wallflower, trying to live vicariously through the courage of others.

But then… a warmth started to spread. An energy. A new spirit had taken the wheel, and this spirit’s sole mission was to dance.

I promptly moonwalked over to my crush and asked her to dance. She said no—I’m pretty sure her exact words were “Ew.” And the miracle was, I didn’t care. Not even a little. I floated to the next girl, and the next, dancing with anyone who’d have me. I even got a phone number. It was, by all youthful accounts, the best night of my life.

I went for the experience, and Jimmy delivered.

I spent the next decade chasing that exact feeling, trying to recreate that magic. But the “Jimmy Juice” never quite worked the same way again.

Eventually, after ten years of diminishing returns, I met a new Jimmy in an AA meeting. With the same charming conviction, he gave me the same boys’ room talk. This time, the promise was a spiritual experience. All I had to do was work the steps—take the proverbial sips—to catch this new, better buzz.

And here’s what was so funny: I’d spent my entire life blindly chasing experiences. I’m lonely? A heroin dealer says his product cures loneliness, and I’m like, “Makes sense!” and roll up my sleeve. I wanted the experience, so I went for it.

But with this AA Jimmy? For the first time ever, I had a million questions. I launched into a full-scale debate, trying to convince him his experience was stupid, irrational, that it made no sense. Heroin for loneliness was logical. Booze for fear was a sound strategy. But the Twelve Steps? Negative, Ghost Rider. That was a bridge too far.

I was being utterly inconsistent. What happened to the experience-seeker? Was I one or not?

It wasn’t until I finally decided to be totally consistent and just go for the experience that everything changed. And then, well… the rest is history. Each day is a new practice, a new interaction, a new experience.

You’re already an experience-seeker. The only thing left to do is be consistent about it. So go for the real experience, catch the real buzz